Blah, this week been hectic days for me. Lot thins to do, worrying to forget any details and end up, forget everthing, esp small details but important.

as example is today, i forgot to unsilent my phone while i already promised to wait phone call from new girl to replace my part time job. In the result, she hv to wait me in Gondel alone. Doh...

I also promised mas Momon to call when i reach home, and of course, i remember it just now and forgot to call him.

i also forgot to return the VBU's tools

Blah :(

Hari ini, adalah hari minggu yang biasa, tapi tidak biasa bagi Bulan. Karena ini adalah hari minggu terakhir sebelum aku kembali ke Indonesia. Indeed, 5 days to go.

what make today's special? well, actually karena hari ini beberapa mas dan mbak datang ke rumah saya untuk membantu merubuhkan barang2 di kamar. Well, cmn mas2nya aja seh, secara yg cewek2 lebih senang melihat mereka bekerja. Hihi :D

Lucunya, mas2 ini juga lah dulu yang memasang barang2 tersebut di kamar saya. Bedanya, dahulu saya memaksa mas2 ini untuk memasang barang2 tersebut, kali ini satu mas tersebut mengusulkan hal tersebut dan memaksa mas yang lain untuk ikutan. Yang ada saya cuman kegirangan dibantuiin. Hehe :D

Hari ini juga dapet paket body shop dari mbak I.

"Lumayan lah bul, buat modal moisturizer buat kamu di Indo" kata mbak I ketika saya tersenyum2 bahagia dapet bungkusan ijo itu. :D

Dan saya memberi makan mereka dua pizza frozen AH, tuna dan keju. Btw, ternyata enak juga loh pizza frozen AH ini.

Setelah mas2 itu pergi, mbak I membantu saya untuk menyortir baju2 dan barang2 yang banyak dan tidak jelas itu dan menghasilkan 7 kantong plastik sampah.

"Bul, ternyata isi kamarmu itu kebanyakan sampah yah," sebuah pernyataan dari mbak I yang merangkum sebuah hari-biasa-terlihat-tidak-biasa ini.

I'm gonna miss you mbak I :D *er, you-know-who*

As i tightening my jacket and put more socks into my feet, i am blaming the cold weather. I am blaming the amsterdam weather, the raining and windy. But then, i also murmured, the new season has come, the winter time, not officially tough.

This is my fifth autumn time here, amsterdam. There are lot things happen, and i would thank to all the people who crossed to my path, to let everything happens to me, to make my fate.

today, one letter who maybe  will grant me to continue my destiny here has come. I smirk to that letter.  there are  lot things to be thinking,  i can't just  say yes to it. Maybe my daddy, as usuall, will let me to do what i want. 

But then, there are lot things to be consider, and now, i decided to take it carefully. I dont want to mess with my future. or,  i want to challenge my own future, with something that unpredict maybe. Hell yes, i love challenge, but then i scare on it. :p

As i watching sex and the city, i saw samantha yelled, " how can people leave New York, what are they looking?" which Miranda replied, " real world, maybe?".

One asked to me, " Why? Don't you want to live in holland? If you were fluent in Dutch, will you stay here?"

Which i can't reply, because i am just sick with those questions.

Being a reborn person is not an easy thing to do. However, I try to.

As season changes, and people are changes and moving on, but we will always believe that the loved one are still there, in your heart.