I'm okay,anyway. hectic with my work, but i'm still having fun :)
Just like any other officers, Currently, i'm doing my own routine. Wake up on 6.30 AM, take a bath, do some make up (yes, i'm make-uping now :)), take a breakfast and off to work with busway which i still have to walk for 5 minutes before it.
While waiting bus, i would not stop wonder why private cars must use bus road, when they have their own road. In the beggining, i felt so angry with them. But now, i just getting used on it try to tolerate them. I feel like they take my own right to ride on that special road. I can not accepted that. Anyway, my travelling time to office are very depends on the road's situation. When everything's smooth, i only take15 minutes to get there, however, when it was heavy rainny day, it would take one hour. Can you believe that?
The thing that i would like to share to all my friends who still stay in Holland is maybe you dont believe it but the life after we back to Indonesia was not difficult as we thought. Indeed, there are some differences between Indo and Holland. A simple example is the limited and facilities and technology to access the internet. In the beggining, it was difficult, but then you getting used on it and try find another activity... reading, for me. I am a book worm now. Just like when i was highschool.
About the cultural shock etc... well just remember, you live in Indonesia is longer than you live in Holland. You will survive, you will getting used on it. You can be, like MTV's says, be local think global.
luckyly, now i live in kos2an which make me independent with my own time. and also fortunately, i live in Jakarta, which quite individually. I know, some people (except my daddy and my bf) maybe gossiping about me and my decision. But i just don't care. When some people giving advices with what i should do in my life, i just smile and say thank you. I go with my life and my decisions.
Funny thing, after three weeks i havent meet my daddy, in one of phone conversation, i said to my father " Yah, kok kita belum ketemuan ya dalam 3 minggu ini,"
Ayah was kinda kagok when i split that, and reply , " Ok. mau makan dimana?" :)
Maybe i bit lucky, because when i back to Indo, I don't have to back to live with my daddy. And i am very lucky because my dad never ever pushing me. He just let me go and think that i am mature enough for that. I love you dad :)
Indeed, there are things i like and hate with my decision to stay here. There are lot things should i think carefully about my future. Sometimes, i stop and think, do I choose the right path? But when i am thinking i still 22 and young, i just dont give a heck on it. There are lot of oppurtinities in front of me, and i am prepare myself for the best.
regards
Bulan.
*gubrak, aku kagok nulis pake bahasa inggris X( , pardon for my bad English :p
